Nonchalance?

I chalant like mad…

At some point in my life, I took so much pride in saying I was nonchalant and that I didn't care about anything.

Someone said “you're so nonchalant” and I said thank you…as if that's supposed to be a compliment.

But as I've grown and healed…yes healed, I've realized that I'm not nonchalant, I'll never be nonchalant.

I care deeply, I love freely, I feel things, things affect me, and I care about the people around me.

And I'll never see being nonchalant as a compliment. It's only but a broken shield, covering hurt, unmet expectations, neglect and a bruised heart that loves deeply.

So, I love, I care, I chalant and that makes me human 💗…someone that's healing and getting better

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